I am at my best when my mind is fully consumed by other things, like homework, or when I'm babysitting or even cleaning. As long as my mind is engulfed in something, I'm fine.
Today I have so much to do.
I have to catch up om the thirty something assignments I have missing for various teachers, ones that I refused to do because I was too tired, too upset, or just had no energy to do.
Then I have a history test to take, a geometry test to take, a geography test to retake, and a Literature test to take. I have a history wikispace to finish, and I have to find a job. All while trying to avoid my stupid family.
You think I would be cracking under all this stress, but really.. I am just thriving. I have so much to do and I am constantly going, which is amazing. Because I go and go and go, then finally once I get the chance to sleep, my mind is just dead. It's acutally quite blissful.
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