So yes, I have gone back on some decisions I made. No, I'm not sure that that was the best idea for myself, because I screwed over the love of my life, but now I have reached a peaceful spot in my life. With my best friend Abbey, my (boyfriend?) Anthony. <3 and happy as can be.
I have ruined myself lately by not trusting anyone... anything. Not listening to what very important people have to say. I let the little voices of anxiety rule. And in return.. I totally screwed myself over.
Now it's a delayed Sunday night.. (really Monday.) And I am reflecting on my week. Yes, I broke his heart. But I made another's whole. And most importantly.. I have mended the only heart that I should let matter when I get like this, mine.
I will be whole and myself again.
I know it.
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