I have a few moments this evening to just sit and ponder life.
and let me tell you.
It's been a wild ride.
There are the downs, but hey, there's never a rainbow with the rain.
But today, today was a fairy tale.
I got to be a teenager. What I have been needing to do forever. I have been wishing and waiting patiently for the first night where I get to be alone with my dear. I got be a cute silly girlfriend. We did typical love stuff. We started the night by shopping at JCP, he got the cutest sweatpants and the most comfy looking blue hoodie ever. The we saw some friends. Then, like a gentleman, he bought me some yummy starbucks. Seriously so good. We took a chance to sit and talk. And I enjoyed the lovely being that is my boyfriend. Let me tell you, I am amazed at the things I keep finding that make me fall more in love.
There are so many amazing things, like his compassion, his love for music, and how much he cares. It's just so memorizing. I'm hooked. For sure.
It's official.
It doesn't help that he is uber adorable either. He looks at me with wide eyes, and my heart just melts into a puddle of mush. And don't even get me started on his puppy face. The cutest thing I have ever seen.
Can you tell what I am feeling? Can you make a beautiful symphony from the beats of my racing heart? There's a wondrous song in my heart I am trying to sing. But I just can't get it all out on paper. It's so perfect: words will never do justice.